RDS Fus

RDS Fus

Gosh~ So worried about RDS

I wanna give my best performane in RDS

Nothing more, nothing less

But in terms of experience, I have to work very hard to catch up

Hard lor, I need to pia SOP and other materials tomorrow

Regret didn't pia earlier

Failure for me is unacceptable, have to give it all

I haven't even left Miri and I'm so nervous already

I don't mind if they are people similar to my age but this vast difference makes it feel like I'm really really inferior now to those up there

Man, I've gotta find snap out of this nerve wrecking moment

Focus and stay strong, most importantly, DON'T THINK NONSENSE ANYMORE

I find it hard to remember things when I think nonsense

So I've gotta remain strong

And of totally unrelated stuff

NARUTO

Pictures above show the battle between Sasuke VS Itachi!!!

I didn't know the anime caught up so fast till they showed the battle between Itachi and Sasuke!!!

I gotta watch it!!! Manga showed the battle but very BLUR

Average Day

Average Day

Woke with headache (The first thing that came to my mind was "Oh dear, gonna turn out bad day")

But turns out, every time I go back to HQ, I feel so relax and relieved of everything

Haha, go there

And got some things, but the most amazing thing I got was

Yes, FINALLY GOT THE CFAS INSTUCTOR CARD

Don't blame me for cutting out my picture, okay you can, who wants to see the face anyway hahaha

So darn ugly

Today went HQ to get my flight itinerary, my certificate, my shirt, and my CFAS Instructor Card, been waiting so long and finally got it haha

So damn expensive arr, I dunno is it paid for both people or me only XD

Anyways, the CFAS Instructor Card I would like to thank Pn Randai and Mr Jong Jing Kwong for assisting me all this while

Thanks to Cynndi for getting the card I suppose hahaha

Hmm, anyone involved with me, really thanks to them

The most probably is to MYSELF hahaha and Jing Kwong

Thanks to myself cause make an effort to go and try even when Jing Kwong and Pn Randai not there to help haha

And thanks to myself cause I had such enthusiasm for this stuff that time

Now a bit lost interest cause long time didn't go course HAIS

Thanks to Jing Kwong cause last time I never hear about this thing before

NOOB

But this year learnt about it, and to my own suprised, managed to beomce qualified instructor within this year

Thanks to Jing Kwong cause introduce to me about Basic First Aid, CFAS Instructor Course and FAIEH

Hahaha, if he didn't give me the opportunity, maybe I'd be this lousy guy with so much weakness

Throughout the entire year with the involvement I had with FAIEH, I learn about my own strength and weaknesses

I learn about dealing with human beings

My target groups are normally Youths and I learn a lot about human behaviour

Can say I have similar thoughts and opinions to that of a teacher (don't want arr, make me sound so old)

Just like what Madam Chia said, got different types of students and different types of people in the community and we have to adapt to different people and treat them all with different styles

Hahaha, really really really learn a lot about dealing with human beings

Also, this whole year, I was able to sharpen my skills in presenting my message clearly so that someone can actually absorb what I say (maybe my voice is attractive? Hahahaha, joking)

I don't think of FAIEH as a source of income for me (ALTHOUGH it wouldn't hurt to get some $$ in my pocket once in a while)

I enjoy conducting the course even though sometimes I WILL CAN HAVE HEART ATTACK BECAUSE of humans behaviour grrrrrrrrr

Anyway, I don't get that easily angry hahahaha

Thanks to them, I'm able to exhibit even greater self control in front of people that I don't know, acting I suppose would fit in perfectly?

Hmm, when compared to the older CFAS instructors, I suppose they have much more experience and are much better

But for me, I think I'm quite satisfied because I achieve what I wanted by the age of 17 hahaha

Being smart in studies does have it's advantage sometimes, a keen eye for observation is also really needed

Going RDS soon, I will need to be the best I can be because I wanna be a prodigy!!! Haha, nah, I just don't wanna embarass myself for the training

Through FAIEH, I also found more time to interact with other VAD members I suppose

And I get to find (actually is disturbing) Jing Kwong more often for information on what I should do next

Like I should go for trial first, then BFA, then CFAS instructor course, all I know is cause through his guidance

I think this post only 1 or 2 people can understand cause this thing is not related to my usual crappy nonsense!!! Hahaha

And sometimes in course, I HAVE to have co-instructors or assistants (normally I prefer alone but depends on the situation) and I found out something interesting, a very unusual fact I see in the schools in Miri hmm

Then I also learn how people can lie their way out of things haha

Since this thing is all related to first aid, I also spend quite some time with the Training Room going up and down to get the things hahaha

Fun I suppose, I really hate it when people destroy Training Room, that place is like my room to me now, grrr

Hmm, JIA YOU!!!!! You can do it, EH hahaha

I don't think I can conduct courses for quite some time cause my time is always clashing with the school schedule

Really have to keep in mind I have important appointments this month!!! Scared I forget

Being a competitive person is tough haha, I have to make sure I can match up to the standards of other VAD members and make sure I don't embarass myself in front of people

Keeping in touch in the kids and also the older people is what I do

BUT WAIT, I'm missing something, I don't spend time with the people my age anymore!!! I think I've abandoned them for too long hmm

Lately know some people who have Insomnia XD

Because of what? I dunno

Myself also experiencing it

So here we have Wheesung's Insomnia

Healing

Healing

Healing

Recovering

But today, I suffered injury again

It hurt so much that I couldn't stop the wound from being infected

The infection was extremely painful and I could feel the pain radiating towards my heart

Something was terribly wrong

I was unable to control myself

And I started to pummel the injured area against the wall trying to force the infection out

Digging and I stuffed my fingers into the injured limb, trying to pull out the foregin object inside

I understood that it if I pulled it out, the bleeding inside would continue to flow with nothing to stop it

But I had to remove it from my flesh because the pain was making me exhausted that I could faint anytime

Removing the foregin body could very well send to my afterlife sooner

But I just had to remove the pain

Whatever the cause..........

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.

My desires never did come to be true, I'm tired, tired of repeating a cycle that never breaks

Slipping away

What an amazing feat

What an amazing feat

Had a very strong dispute within my own mind last night

It pushed me to the limit till I slept at 3?

I was on bed at 12am but slept at 3am only hahaha

Woke up with a better relief

Phew~

So today gonna be something ridiculous maybe?

Alrighty, so lately got addicted to NARUTO

ESPECIALLY THE GAMES

The list of games for Naruto I know so far

Playable on Playstation 2
Naruto Ultimate Ninja
Naruto Ultimate Ninja 2
Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3
Naruto Ultimate Ninja 4
Naruto Ultimate Ninja 5 (Scheduled release on 15 December 2009 in America)

Playable on Playstation 2
Naruto Uzumaki Chronicles
Naruto Uzumaki Chronicles 2

Playable on PSP
Naruto Ultimate Ninja Heroes
Naruto Ultimate Ninja Heroes 2
Naruto Shippūden: Narutimate Accel 3 (To be released in Japan this 10th December)

Playable on Playstation 3
Naruto Ultimate Ninja STORM

ARGH, CAN'T WAIT FOR NARUTO ULTIMATE NINJA 5

Naruto Ultimate Ninja 4 I already conquer last year with my cousin, unlock every character already

Currently playing Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3

Got left Kurenei, Asuma, Anko, First, Second, Fourth Hokage haven't unlock yet!!!!!

But up to now, been able to beat the INSANE leve computer, yesh, ready for next game mwahahaha

I can't wait to see the new Sasuke in Naruto Ultimate Ninja 5!!!!!!

I think for any Naruto game, I'll always be using Itachi, Sasuke, Gaara, Kakashi, Kiba, Kurenai haha

Those 6 I like to use, very keng if know how to use them

Adeh, why so many letter K in the characters I like, doesn't seem nice laaaaaaa

Looking forward to Naruto Ultimate Ninja 5, heard got SNAKE team in it, that means get to use new Sasuke

Mwahahaha, next game I wanna upgrade fighting skills maybe is Soul Callibur gua

Adeh, don't have my memory card liao

Everyday play Naruto, have to spend at least 1 hour RE-unlocking the characters I WANT AGAIN

I'm waiting for the day when I can use the Fourth Hokage in battle again!!! HIS RASENGAN SUPER COOL

And this Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3 actually not mine, is I borrow from Snowball de hahaha

I go his house take XD

White as usual, long time no see liao

Been playing against the Computer at INSANE level for quite some time, below are the progress of the battles I had

I chose my characters based on random selection and also the enemy as well ^^

So it's quite suprising that I can get a good match up too sometimes

But at times, I get battles like Shino (Genin level) against the Third Hokage, SO UNFAIR, but managed to win through so really really hard battle

29 wins agains 5 lose!!!!!

40wins against 6 lose!!!!!

34 wins against 9 lose!!!!! BAD

24 wins against 2 lose!!!! Not bad

Enjoy the video of Sasuke VS Naruto by meeeeee (INSANE LEVEL YO!!!!)

Bad quality video, if wanna know who is winning , just pay attention the left side Health Bar hahaha, ENJOY~ So wins? Watch it

Really is bad quality so you can barely see the Jutsus they use, even Chidori is a blur

Down to earth

Down to earth

It's captivating how much failure one can become accustomed to after numerous attempts undertaking the obstacles that life throws at one

Of late, recent circumstances have only escalated my crestfallen heart-rending persona

No longer shall I place the establishing of any relation with humans in the shadow revolved around the pitiful excuse we all call faith and conviction

For shadow conceals what is falsification of the true realism we are used to

Within the timeline of few months since the depart of your remains, all left but disenchantment and the desolate heart remained in my existence up to the moment in time

The remorse and repentant settlement of placing my life on the line for the mortal I once upon a time regarded as a second self is everlasting

Many a times have this arguement been disclosed and revealed

But none have reached the ears I wished to lend

No matter, nonsense, fact, unemotional; the designation ideal for the state of mind of thee

One should acclimatize onself to the blight of fate with unsympathetic, unkind, uncaring, unsensitive, cold-hearted, pitiless traits

Heart-rending but it is the way of survival in this accursed world

我也要把他忘了！！！ 你以为我不想把他忘記吗？

请你别说太多要是你一点都不了解我

这几个月来, 都睡的不安因為沒辦法忘記他

傷心啊

Psychiatrist? The last one I saw was 4 years ago, it didn't help much

Found a good website for adults, teens and kids. It has information regarding the health (mentally and physically) of all ages, such as diet, sexual health, child abuse, pregnancy, divorce, exercising, sadness, eating habits and much more. Hoping the articles will help me somehow before atempting to face-to-face with the problems I have

English Literature

English Literature

Maybe this may come of interest to SPM students who want to take EXTRA examinations in their SPM

One of the available extra examinations is English Literature where the subject comprises all of which are in relation to Literature in the English Language

Here is the related information

Examination Format (2008-2010)
The candidate is asked to choose one question from each component.

Section A:
There are 6 texts to be studied. Only 4 short stories will be selected for testing each year. Each short story will be tested individually. The candidate is required to answer ONE out of the four questions.

Section B:
There are 3 texts to be studied. All 3 novels will be selected for testing each year. Each novel will be tested individually. The candidate is required to answer ONE out of the three questions.

Section C:
There are 3 texts to be studied. All 3 plays will be selected for testing each year. Each play will be tested individually. The candidate is required to answer ONE out of the three questions.

Section D:
There are 3 themes to be studied. All 3 themes will be selected for testing each year. Each theme will be tested individually. The candidate is required to answer ONE out of the three questions.

Section A: Short Stories [25 marks]

I. Text Comprehension. (Maximum of 5 marks)

First point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Second point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Third point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Overall understanding.
Language. (None of the common mistakes as stated.)


II. Plot Expansion. (Maximum of 8 marks)

Basic description correctly given based on the short story.
First point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Second point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Third point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Fourth point given.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Overall contribution of stated event/incident/occurrence/etc to the plot.
Writing techniques used by author given.
Language. (None of the common mistakes as stated.)


III. Evaluation and Understanding with Reference to the Text. (Maximum of 12 marks)

First point given based on story.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Second point given based on story.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Third point given based on story.
Appropriate supporting information given.
Fourth point given based on personal ideas.
Appropriate supporting information with reference to the text.
Fifth point given based on personal ideas.
Appropriate supporting information with reference to the text.
Sixth point given based on personal ideas.
Appropriate supporting information with reference to the text.
Overall understanding.
Language. (None of the common mistakes as stated.)

Section B: Novel, Section C: Drama, and Section D: Poetry are all worth 25 marks each. The guidelines for answering is the more or less the same as Section A.

Below are the list of English Literature the student must learn

1) Novel
Fahrenheit 451 (Ray Bradbury)
Fasting, Feasting (Anita Desai)
Holes (Louis Sachar)

2) Drama
Julius Caesar (William Shakespeare)
The Lion and the Jewel (Wole Soyinka)
An Inspector Calls (J.B. Priestly)

3) Short Story
Naukar (Anya Sitaram)
Cinderella Girl (Vivien Alcoc)
The Landlady (Roald Dahl)
A Common Story (Kassim Ahmad)
Neighbours (Robert Raymer)
Harrison Bergeren (Kurt Vonnegut Jr. )

4) Poetry
Theme: Relationships
Tonight I Can Write (Pablo Neruda)
Ways of Love (Chung Yee Chong)
A Prayer for My Daughter (Yeats)
The Way Things Are (Roger McGough)
For My Old Amah (Wong Phui Nam)
How Do I Love Thee? (Elizabeth Barret Browning)

Theme: Perceptions of Self
Birches (Robert Frost)
I Am (John Clare)
This Is A Photograph of Me (Margaret Atwood)
Waiting to Go On (Hugo Williams)
Daring Tears (Craig Romkema)
The Traveller (Muhammad hj Salleh)

Theme: Conflicts
Dulce et Decorum Est (Wilfred Owe)
The Man He Killed (Thomas Hardy)
Death of A Rainforest (Cecil Rajendra)
The War Against Trees (Stanley Kunitz)
A Quarrel Between Day and Night (Omar Mohd Noor)
"Crabbed age and youth cannot live together "(Shakespeare)

NOTE**
Previously, the syllabus for English Literature had been changed and therefore the literature list for years 2008-2010 is different as well, the previous list of literatures most updated was in 2005-2007

I am unsure of the exact information

The above mentioned is only a scheme for anyone interested to look through especially those interested in English Literature

Also, there may not be any available tuition teachers who teach English Literature

Many candidates who sat for English Literature were independent of any teachers

They mostly learnt it themselves

And no, English Literature DOEST NOT have The Pearl or Jungle of Hope

Those 2 are found in the compulsory English subject

Anyways, I have copies of English works evaluated with high recognition from a student in Kuching, will post up the work when I have time

I'm taking interest in English (sorry to my Mandarin, have to abandon you!!!) and also currently trying to improve my Malay, need these 2 a lot!!!

I will post up more English related post, so if you're a person who does not find satisfaction in reading long articles or find no entertainment in reading as a hobby, please do not hesitate to leave when you see the title is extraordinarily out of the usual phenomenon

Previous biology project

Previous biology project

Okay, so for my previous Biology project, INSECT PRESERVATION!!!

Yeah yeah~ Rock it

Our task?

CATCH INSECTS, KILL THEM AND PUT THEM ON DISPLAY IN A BIG TRANSPARENT BOX LIKE THEY DO IN MUSEUMS!!!!

MWAHAHAHAHA

SO LET'S GET CATCHING!!!!

GOTTA CATCHE'M ALL

So we've gotta catch at least insects from 5 different orders!!!

Biology students should not the taxonomy hierarchy

So after catching them, what do we do?

Here's a quick fact, most insects have tough exoskeletons which act as a support system to the entire body

Our job starts with killing the insects using chloroform (normally causes suffocation till death)

After the kill, we dip them in formalin (something to soften the skeletal system)

Then we remove any internal organs by a small disection across the abdomen and dig out the internal organs

If the insect is too small, there is no need to remove the internal organs as we still need the whole body as display

We had to open all 6 legs of the insect and those with wings should be forcefully opened with gentle care

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FRAGILE ARE BUTTERFLY WINGS

So what have I caught?

I caught, grasshoppers (3 of them), butterflies (A LOT), boxelder bug nypmh (2 of them), a hornet (1 only but it's big!!!), dragonfly (1 only) and I bought 12 crickets (amen, I killed all 12 of them in 1 strike!!!!) hahaha

My friends caught things like HERCULES BEETLES!!! SO AWESOME

AND WE HAD THIS BIG BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY AND THIS AMAZING MOTH

I didn't take the pictures of HOW we do the preservation project

Oh yea, after the opening of legs and wings, we had to put them in an oven for 1 day or so at 37 degrees celcius

Then we pin them onto a board

We had to label the insects numerically with details such as the date of collection, place of collection, order, local name, and the collector's name

I would like to blame myself for not going to lambir to catch all those BIG INSECTS!!! THE ANTS THERE SOOOOOO BIG LA, I FEEL LIKE WANT CATCH AND PRESERVE THEM!!!

The seniors ever catch the insects there at preserve them!!!

Butterflies a lot there too

I would like to thank my friends for accompanying me to catch insects too

Hahaha, insect pro here!! ANYTHING JUST ASK ME!! WAIT!! I'm limited to 5 orders (order isn't calling for something as you have wanted it, it's a taxonomy term thank you very much!!!)

So here we go with the insects!!!!!

These are the crickets I killed!!!! They grew maggots inside and we had to dispose all of them, you had no idea how interesting it was to watch maggots crawl out of the empty cricket vessel watching the antennaes tingling then this white sluggish creature just creeps out!!!!

Ah yes, the magnificent dragonfly, mine was the 2nd largest in my group and it had a green body with yellow stripes and where did I get it? I think at Pujut 2 there in front of a big rich house, you guys want? Bring you guys go hahaha

Ah yes, my most prized collection, the HORNET!!! That time I remember I was with Jing Kwong, you know where I got it? Where do you think I will be with Jing Kwong? HQ LA OF COURSE!!! I caught this beauty after 1 got away from me!!!! Captured it using a net, then I had to skilfully use my bare hands and catch it using a container while watchin its butt!!!! Jing Kwong kept saying careful don't let it sting me!!! Hahaha, but I caught it, then I saw it poking the container wall with it's stinger and I saw transparent liquid oozing it out!!!! COOL~ I think I will catch more if I have a net

This one I also catch when Jing Kwong with me, I caught 1 grasshopper with Danny, 1 with my mum and 1 with Jing Kwong, Jing Kwong's one was the largest, Danny was the smallest hahaha. I caught using my net cause I didn't dare to catch it using my hands, you know why? It will jump a lot and struggle, and my hands can't stand the tingling itchy feeling!!!!! So after I caught it, I placed it in a container and it kept jumping and jumping and I could feel the force it exerted on the container wall was like WOW!!!!! I ever battled a SUPER grasshopper, that time still noob at handling grasshopper so I didn't know what to do

I went and catch it with the net, then it started to crawl out!!! I forced it back using a plastic bag and it still managed to crawl out but then something was wrong, A GREEN LEG WAS LEFT IN THE BAG!!! EWWWWWWWWW I ACCIDENTALLY CAUSED AN AMPUTATED LIMB!!!!! IT WAS LIKE GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! And the grasshopper stood there looking at me after it got out, I SWEAR IT WAS GONNA FLY ONTO ME AND CHEW ME but instead it flee, PHEW~ LUCKY ME

Ah yes, the butterflies, caught a lot of them, many many butterflies were hunted and killed by me!!! I actually had a lot of them but because I accidentally DESTROYED THEIR WINGS in the preservation process, I had to keep catching new wings (fragile wings indeed) and so I caught majorly 2 types!! The blue one and the white one, both were quite small, my friends got bigger ones!!!!! You wanna know where we go BUTTERFLY HUNTING? Go taman bulatan, then go the secret back passage behind all the rich people house, you will see many many dogs and butterflies!!! BIG AND BEAUTIFUL